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31 December 2020 @ 04:44 pm
because sometimes I talk about RL people and RL stuff, and it could lead to awkward conversations

and I generally try to avoid awkward conversations
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tsinogatna
09 July 2011 @ 12:06 am

I don't want Sol to break up with me because of my stupid phobias and social anxiety. I hate this.

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tsinogatna
30 June 2011 @ 10:23 pm

Sol went on a roadtrip this past week to look at colleges. His top choice right now is McGill, in Montreal. Which is great for him, and he seems so enamored with the school, but it's just so faraway and it makes me so scared for the future.

Meanwhile, I've been panicking about my own college plans, and how I have no idea what I want to do with my life. After a frightening 12 hour mindgame of deciding whether I should try and do an internal transfer to Cornell's CALS school, I've decided I might want to become a book editor, or somehow involved in the publishing process. Considering double majoring in english and information science.

Life is coming at me so quick.

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tsinogatna
06 May 2011 @ 08:11 pm

In Hitchhikers' Guide to the Galaxy there's a machine that shows you exactly how small you are in the grand scheme of things. Shows your tiny, insignificant speck of existence in comparison to the entire universe. It makes people to insane.

I don't need that machine.

I feel insignificant all the time.

What can I do? What can I matter? I'm not particularly good at anything, I haven't changed anything. I've never seriously contemplated suicide, but I've played the 'what if' game. If I was gone tomorrow, who would be affected? The world would keep spinning, people would get over it in months or years.

I miss feeling important.

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tsinogatna
11 December 2009 @ 11:11 pm
I haven't done this in too long!

/1001
full list here

1. Cheer for 15 different young swimmers on the team (0/15)
+5 Just started up Rats swimming again. There are so many little ones that I don't know anymore!
11. Compliment a complete stranger 15 times (1/15)

+2 Told a girl I liked her hair, another I liked her socks.
12. Donate 100,000 grains of rice through freerice.com (13,250/100,000)

+3500 Played during German class. Also, the art section is really neat.
19. Attend 5 concerts (0/5)
Maroon 5 concert, at Cornell!
23. Read 50 new fiction books (7/50)
+2 The Age of Innocence - Edith Wharton, An Abundance of Katherines - John Green
24. Reread Hitchhiker's Guide series
+1 Actually started with the second, reading The Restaurant at the End of the Universe
28. Watch 10 live shows [musical/play/dance] (5/10)
+1 Ithaca College Percussion Ensemble concert, in support of Collin
29. Watch 100 new films (19/100)
+2 Where the Wild Things Are, The Fantastic Mr. Fox
34. Don't drink soda for a month
I did this in September
45. Play a character from life to death in the Sims
Sims 3 is so much fun


14. Give blood
I tried, but apparently I was too lightweight? Actually, they told me I was an inch shorter than I really am, which would've made my weight too little. They didn't even legitimately measure me, the nurse just compared my height to her own!
86. Keep a record of my progress on LJ, updating at least monthly (5/33)

Uh-oh. This rule is already broken.
 
 
 
tsinogatna
30 July 2009 @ 10:35 pm
101/1001
complete list here

3. Don't complain at swim practice for a month
COMPLETE.  May be cheating a bit, since I barely attended practice this month, but it's my list, my rules.
15. Hug 15 different people who need a hug (3/15)

+1
29. Watch 100 new films (17/100)

+2 Harry Potter 6, Bruno
39. Get 8 full hours sleep a night, for a full week, 15 times (0/15)

+1 All I did after getting back from Japan was sleep.
42. Upload a video on Youtube
COMPLETE.
64. Don't be afraid to call a friend on their shit, if need be
COMPLETE.  Won't go into detail, as this post'll be public. ;)
69. Visit another country (0/2)
+1 Japan


 
 
tsinogatna
30 June 2009 @ 01:23 pm
101/1001
complete list here

10. Take a martial arts class

COMPLETE.  I'm taking taekwondo.
17. Walk for charity
COMPLETE.  Lyme Walk.
22. Read 20 new non-fiction books (0/20)
+2 The Third Chimpanzee by Jared Diamond, Night by Elie Wiesel - putting it in non-fiction as it's a memoir
23. Read 20 new fiction books (5/20)
+2 The Demon's Lexicon by Sarah Rees Brennan, Looking for Alaska by John Green, .  I think I'm going to extend this goal to 50 books (What was I thinking when I said 20?  And lower the non-fiction books from 20 to 10.)
29. Watch 100 new films (6/100)
+5 Up, Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen, Gran Torino, Mongol, Brick
37. Wear a skirt/dress (3/20)
+3
67. Attain driver's permit
COMPLETE.  Have yet to do much driving.
85. Ask a grandparent to tell something embarrassing that happened to my Mom/Dad
COMPLETE.  When Grandma was here I asked about Mom and Uncle Rick.

It's good to see that I'm finally getting somewhere.
 
 
tsinogatna
30 May 2009 @ 04:57 pm
101/1001
complete list here

12. Donate 100,000 grains of rice through freerice.com (8250/100,000)

+4000 All of it done in class, because I'm a slacker.
15. Hug 15 different people who need a hug (2/15)
+1 Comforting someone about relationship nonsense
23. Read 20 new fiction books (4/20)

+1 Eon: Dragoneye Reborn, by Alison Goodman and I loved it.
25. Reread Chronicles of Narnia (0/7)

+1 Reread The Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe.
29. Watch 100 new films (8/100)

+4  Terminator: Salvation, Night at the Museum, Star Trek, Angels & Demons
30. Write and share a story that's at least 10,000 words
In the process of doing this, hope I finish.
37. Wear a skirt/dress (1/20)

+2 Wore a dress to school twice.  I think completing this one will be easy - I don't really have a problem with wearing skirts anymore.
61. Go out of my way to tell someone I appreciate them (1/5)

+1
80. Talk to someone I trust about a personal problem I have (1/3)

+1 Gretchen

 
 
tsinogatna
30 April 2009 @ 09:34 pm
101/1001
April '09
>complete list here<

12. Donate 100,000 grains of rice through freerice.com (2250/100,000)
+6000 At least.  I've been playing it during German class, haven't quite been counting, but it's been a lot. o.o

17. Walk for charity
Haven't done it yet, but will probably do the Lyme Walk in a few weeks.

23. Read 20 new fiction books (3/20)
+1 Catch-22 by Joseph Heller

28. Watch 10 live shows [musical/play/dance] (1/10)
+3 Wicked on Broadway, A Funny Thing Happened at East High, Sweeney Todd at Clemens Center

29. Watch 100 new films (6/100)
+2 Mysterious Skin, 17 Again

37. Wear a skirt/dress (0/20)
+1 Got a new dress, wore it to rehearsal, have yet to wear it to school though, but I will when it gets warm again.

80. Talk to someone I trust about a personal problem I have (1/3)

+1

 
 
tsinogatna
23 April 2009 @ 04:12 pm
ANON MEME
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